Keep me warm

It was a long day at work. There was so much to do, and I more or less ran out of energy and morale later in the afternoon. I was hoping I might feel up to exercising when I got home, but it was getting up on 8:30 and I didn't want to have such a later supper as I would be if I worked out for 90 min. I'm going to try and double my workout time tomorrow if I can, do today's bit and tomorrow's too. I'll see how I'm feeling, anyway. I have to work later in the afternoon, and I know I won't be able to exercise when I get home. My abs weren't hurting today, and I've been fretting that maybe I didn't do the ab workout right yesterday. I don't know how I could go from hurting for days last week to practically no hurting at all this week. Makes no sense to me. I hate thinking that maybe I slacked while doing it. I know it certainly hurts like hell DURING...I just don't know. Time will tell. I'm chilled for some reason, and feeling down. I suppose I'm hormonal, I've been up and down so swiftly these days, it's making me weary. I hate getting taken by surprise by some thought or memory when I'm trying so hard to be okay. Hopefull TOM will show up in the next few days. I think I'll take a hot shower, then maybe I'll watch some comfort food.